im busy avoiding being busy

i just want to read. please dont bug me about it. you might think its boring, but i think its relaxing. has summer started already? it seems to be lacking sunshine but im completely serious when i say i want to bury myself with books and drown out reality. i guess drown is not the correct choice of words since there is no submersion in fluids of any sort, but im assuming you know what i mean. yes, i know i also have a part time job and a social life to attend to and i will accommodate these, but im completely content reading. i promise you im not depressed and im not trying to avoid anyone, i just like books. 

this is kind of a rant. why does summer have to be so stressful for some people? it should be relaxing while we're young right? when i have a full time career i wont have as much time to relax. recently i've been surrounded by people who need the entire summer planned, with weekdays and weekends full. i dont like it. it is starting to stress me out, ergo i choose reading over reality. lol just until i can't do that any longer. im not boring. im completely up for camping and coffee or drink dates, just dont stress me out about plans!
i still miss the sunshine ♥